Confession Part 1

He was my first love when i was in elementary school. I like him so much for that time. But, i was blinded by my selfishness and my ideality. So, i lost him, i lost his love and now, i'm living in a great remorse. Can you feel my feeling? Feeling for not being able to express your true feeling to him? My heart is sick for this condition. My brain can't work properly when a little memory about him soar in my head. I just wanna cry when i realize that he avoids me. It oppresses my heart when he came to my dream and acted like there was nothing happen between us before.  I'm so sorry, really. I know i'm wrong.. i'm wrong